I am not a person to be found having sex. I believe in waiting till after marriage. I didn’t have sex last night, that wouldn’t be something I would share either, but I didn’t. I have always been afraid of what would happen next. I didn’t know what came after everything we have done. I never went as far as things have gone. He called me kinky after I said something and we ended up showering together. That was a first for me. He could obviously tell I wasn’t relaxed. I wasn’t relaxed, how was I supposed to be. I was nervous, I never had done anything like that. He proceeded to kiss me under the water and said that this was a first for him too. After we got out we went back to our room and we started talking about things that we hadn’t talked about before. Things such as weddings, kids, jobs, and sex. We then went to the kitchen and he made me brownies. This was all at one in the morning. On the way to the kitchen his best friend, our roommate, made a snide remark at us about showering together. We just let it go cause we were both in a good mood. 

I got the news yesterday. We got the place we applied for. I will be moving into an apartment with my best friend, her husband, and my boyfriend. Not only does that mean I get to move out of my parents house. It means I get good morning kisses from him. I look forward to that. Getting those kisses in the morning mean the world to me. Two weeks can’t pass fast enough.